For about three years, all Ishmael could think of was the war, fighting, and his family, who were no longer there to comfort him when he needed it. A Long Way Gone: Memoirs of a Boy Soldier is a story that starts out with the author, Ishmael Beah, at age 12 in Mattru Jong. It was in January 1993 that the war came to where he lived and ruined his life. He was taken in by the government army after walking around to different villages trying to escape the horrors of the war, and was forced to fight against the rebels. The rebels were emotionless; they went around burning villages and cities, and killing innocent people for absolutely no reason. The book itself is quite graphic, with its description of Beah's fellow soldiers, but the story in itself is a travesty. The story, an emotional roller coaster, shows that "coming of age,  for Ishmael, meant for him to discard his past life with his families and friends in order to fight, and to channel his rage towards the rebels for murdering his family and friends, but he has to do it all himself. Of course Ishmael could not just discard his past life and emotions in just a snap. He had to learn to do it over time. He loved his family, much like many people do, and it is hard to let go of them if they are lost from a life. When the corporal is telling the soldiers to stab the banana tree, he tells the soldiers to "visualize the banana tree as the enemy ¦ who are responsible for everything that has happened to you  (112), which helped Ishmael discard his life. It helped him forget about what his past life was. It helped him focus on the training and fighting, for his parents, even though they were not there anymore. Channeling his rage of his family and friends' deaths was another thing Ishmael had to do. It was what would really help him to fight the rebels; the ones who murdered everyone he loved. When the soldiers were stabbing the banana tree, the corporal says repeatedly to "visualize