“I didn’t see the point of keeping these notes, messages, and picture. So I’m just gonna throw them. Anyways, we should forget everything that happened between us. Bye.” Right there and then, my world started crumbling down. Memories came crashing through, promises were now broken, and everything between us became nothing but a silly little faded friendship. I knew there was nothing I could do, and tonight I lay in my bed, music blasting, and tears slowly falling down my cheeks. The coldness and silence was nothing compared to the pain I was feeling right now. So many thoughts in my mind, so many questions that are never gonna be answered. So many plans that were no longer gonna happen. The pain was indescribable, it felt as if someone had just stabbed a knife through my fragile heart. No. It felt as if someone had just buried me alive. It’s been months, and not a night goes by when I don’t remember him. Even though it was tough, I guess I was over him. But this wasn’t even the worst. His mom invited me to a party, and since I was over everything, I decided to go. Time was flying, I excused myself from the party and went get some fresh air, as I walk to get to the balcony I see the guy I have loved most standing there with our pictures and gifts in his hand. There were so many thoughts going through my head. And as I walk away, a sudden urge of talking to him just hit me. “You said you threw them away.” I tried not to let him see that I was hurt and was so close to bursting into tears. I was praying so hard that he answers me. But as each second pass I figured he wasn’t gonna answer me at all. So I decided to walk away. He took my hand, gave them to me and said. “You deserve better. That’s why I said that. A girl like you deserves someone better than me. Let go already. I want you to find someone who will treat you so much better.” Tears were falling down, my emotions were bursting. I didn’t know how to