Hello. It’s been a long time since we talked. To be honest for the past few months, I've been trying to stay away from you, but I always find a reason to see you. I’m glad that I see you happy now, but I don't know how well you are. Remember when we first start. We started by watching movies every week for a month I guess. It’s overwhelming because I'd never thought that you would go out with me. From that moment I see ourselves that we have a chance to be together. It’s funny because when I ask you if I can court you and you said No. I said, “either you like it or not I'm going to court you." That might be a compulsive act of mine but that’s who I am. We knew each other for a long time. We were there for each other to take care when needed. I always thinking about you everyday if your doing okay, did you have your meal, or are you driving safely. I always wonder why we can't keep in touch. I’m trying to talk to you couple of times but you refuse to. I came into the point that I no longer feel pain and I just want you to comeback. Phone calls have become obsolete, but we can text each other how are you doing. We've been through a lot. You are part of my life and there’s nothing we can do to change that. I cant forget you because forgetting you means forgetting my self which is impossible, but I guess you were right that I should move on and there’s nothing we can do. Maybe I would make repeating the same mistakes. That’s why I blame myself for being this kind of person. I did everything to change my self, but it isn’t working. We've been together for more than a year. From that time I always hoping that you love me like how I love you. Until then I realize that in a relationship there should be someone who loves more than the other. So I decided to live with that. If there would be a chance to bring us back together I would love to grab it, but if not all I can do is to wish you the best in life. Wish