The journey of my prior life mostly regards my education from the beginning of learning English to the final decision when I was in the last year of high school. My English when I was in primary school was quite terrible. I gained a little bit of knowledge there. I scarcely read, wrote, or listened. I did not know any aspects of it and just wondered why I had to learn this alien language. When I came into secondary school, I was thinking that English in the school was still a low standard. Apart from my dullness, I realized if I did not do anything, I definitely got dumb and would be given a horrible grade. Therefore, I was looking for a tutor in some academics outside. In junior high school, I made a decision to take an extra tutorial class with a couple who were the teachers at my school teaching the senior high school students. Mrs. Pimpimai taught me English grammar, while Mr. Pimpimai instructed me the listening, reading, and speaking. I was studying on the weekend. Another reason I chose to study with them was because the cost was not too expensive or unaffordable. At that time, I had not been fond of English yet, and I found it difficult. However, I fully paid attention to it. The comparison between studying in the school and outside was very stark. The first year, in the school, I studied only the tedious passages from the dullest textbook, while I began to remember the important irregular verbs and learned about the tenses, especially the perfect tense. The teacher, at the same time, taught me reading the passages, listening, and speaking. For the second year, I had learned the texts again in the school, when the external class began to teach me the tough lessons of passive voice and other grammars. On the contrary, my friends started to read passive voice and irregular verbs later than me, when we were in the third year. I took pity on them due to the fact that they had a less time to memorize lots of irregular verbs to use